When we are wanting something we can sometimes feel that " Yes!" "I want this!" "I want to accomplish this." "I'm ready for this."
The question then would be "Am I single- minded in this objective or is there possibly a "No" deep inside of me that is louder than the Yes?
I remember when my now, x husband, and I broke up.
I really wanted to let go and start my life afresh. I was desperate to start a new chapter in my life but something was keeping me in sadness.
Upon thorough self- examination I realized I wasn't on the same page as my subconscious mind.
It was saying " No" "Maybe he was not so bad, maybe we could work it out, maybe we could get back together?" The biggest thought was "Maybe I could finally change him into the man I've always wanted him to be?"
So of course my wants and desires weren't fulfilled. I had 2 opposing wants.
I had to, through prayer and entrancing myself, change my subconscious No into a single - minded "Yes it's really time to move on." "Yes this is the thing to do, and yes this really is meaningful and a blessing."
We can never change others. We can only learn life's lessons and change ourselves.
You can relax now and step down the stairway step by step. And I wonder when you will enter a new doorway?Will it be in the first couple steps down or towards the end of this staircase.
And as you breathe deeply when you continue to move towards peace, I know you will find and discover meaning in all things and you will know what to do at the perfect time. You know you already know.
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